journal

grrrrrrrrrrr hiss hiss hiss

i feel like me which sucks i dont really want to be me rn. idk. being me is okay. i just wish i was someone else. im not the right guy for right now i dont think. but also idk who the right guy is. im just hanging out.

i want school to be over forever so i dont have to think about it ever again ever. forever.

im feeling a lot better after getting medication for our GERD but i feel kinda bad cuz as soon as we started feeling okay madi stopped fronting and i started fronting. and she really wanted to front. maybe next time queen ): next time u can figure urself out more hopefully!!

me rn im balls deep in [genuinely dissociates while writing this] ... yeah. im just hanging out.

12/15 weeks gaymers. soon. im out soon.

ive been steadily getting worse symptoms of GERD since january. when i started fronting like a week ago i was hoping i could work on myself and be more normal but noooooooo. always my fucking job to be sad and in pain. went to the doctor's today and hopefully this will fix me.

im 25 years old and still in college. 11/15 weeks left of my last semester. next time you wake me up can we be graduated. ty.

i hate databases and people and noises and i do nawwwwt want to be here.

hello hi im so happy mer has been having so much fun with the site (:

im really happy with the look and feel of the site because.. of course i am haha. its my vibe for me. when the puppies front they will have to add more hockey and puppies. but for now. yay! my pink! my pastel! yay!

hi!! i made this page :3 meowmewo meow im a coder :3

im so so so happy with this omg it looks so awesome tell me im awesome okay. okay? okay. yay :D

im so eepy goodnight :3 honk shooooooooo